Private Thoughts I don’t know what you want from me. I don’t understand what is happening. Why me? It doesn’t make sense. I am so confused. I have so much to do. So many decisions to make. You stir up my emotions. Play with my mind. I need to stay focused. I am deeply unhappy, empty. I pretend everything is ok. I should not to let you into my head. I should keep my emotions intimate.
One Magnolia Tree. My stability has been supported by my magnolia tree. Planting the tree as a small sapling, it has been a joy to watch it grow in silent devotion. Watching over me making its roots firm and honest. My tree has been my companionship in moments of upset and disruption. It has journeyed through my life, not interested in my torment or worry.
I am thinking the impossible, the unthinkable. I am tired of the neglect. I am tired. I am searching, waiting for a reason to stay. Am I a fool? A dreamer? The dialogue has ceased. What do I do? So many questions, no one can help me. Where is my love?
